when you realize that you have wasted the only sacred thing you have, your own existence…….

when you realize that you have wasted the only sacred thing you have, your own existence, in the rush of chasing our wicked, evil and cruel social system, in having wasted precious time chasing other people’s problems and toxic relationships, having soaked up intellectual nonsense even though you know that no one knows, having put up with the radical chic demagogy of the leftists, stripped of everything you had thanks to a collusive and mafia-like justice, after having lost the people you loved most, after having been exploited, slandered, defamed, ensnared, betrayed by everyone, the only plausible and wise choice is solitude, distancing yourself from everything and everyone, cultivating the little time you have available on this planet for yourself.